thatpoorgurl
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I’m just straight up not having a good time. 0/10 would not recommend. I just want a hug from someone who loves me. Y’know, a hug with substance. Anyway here’s my cats.
They like this spot cause it’s next to my spot.
The sister. Zelda and Mittens.
Shadow or as we call her, Trash Cat.
Queen of the tissue paper. Make no mistake this is her party.
Pensington the 8th aka Penny.
Jack and his beans.
Trash cat and Berry Catillo.
She’ll eat anything and you can’t leave bread out for any length of time unless you like it with kitty bites.
Happy doggo
Mittens likes her walks to see the neighborhood birbs.
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Awesome pack you have here. Good luck to you.
idrinkandknownothing
I0VE525P00GE
You need more cats.
SilentSecretMan
Try eating pizza
SwankeDankeyMan
dopamine14
I completely, 100% empathize. I don't feel like myself anymore and I crave deep connection. The quarantine is killing me. :/
LilPotatocat
Happy to chat if you need
filben7
You have depression. Thats textbook depression. See a professional. Also why do you have 40 cats? Thats too many cats.
cuttysark
You sure have love for your pets.
MrMoustachioso
arnjolt
That's a lot of animals...
EternalDesireforBreadandCheese
Do self-care, ride the wave, and lean on your support circle. It's easier said than done, but it will see you through the storm.
LenfantSauvage86
Whats your gamertag? we can pwn some n00bs
thatpoorgurl
I don’t have internet at home. I use my phones mobile hotspot which makes gaming with others a problem. I’d really love to tho
LenfantSauvage86
ah bummer. maybe one day
PrincessLeliana
Same @OP. Just wish I could cry
thatpoorgurl
I cry without warning. Tears just start falling out and my throat gets all weird. Some days I have headaches from holding tears back all day
PrincessLeliana
No matter how hard I push I can't cry. Sucks. Have to turn to other things to get my emotions out
thatpoorgurl
I can’t imagine it not coming out. I can’t imagine not being able to cry but still feeling as sad as I do. It seems they go hand in hand.
Dagren
You need to get out in the sun, fresh air and absorb the sights & sounds of society. Don't let your rut/ depression get any worse. You NEED
Dagren
to stop the slide you're on. You can use free video calling like zoom etc Free Skype calls to friends & family etc. Help yourself improve :)
thatpoorgurl
I get out every day. I have an 8yo and I get her out every day. We planted a garden and we walk the dog too.
Dagren
Ok, sorry, I thought you were really sinking into a depression. Sorry. I hope you can find activities to boost your spirits. Take care :)
thatpoorgurl
Honestly it’s a struggle but some mountains can be moved when it comes to the kid.
Dagren
Yes indeed! Isn't that the truth! Be the person for that child that you wished you had in your life at their age. Best wishes to you :)
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thatpoorgurl
I also like my pets! Thank you!
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thatpoorgurl
Yes. Mittens. She’s picky, aloof and not exactly friendly but when she chooses you for pets you feel honored lol. She’s the best cat.
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thatpoorgurl
She loves it. She knows it’s the only way she gets to go out. She will let me carry her around outside too. The others flip out.