Animal Dump

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Wow I decided to just throw this out there expecting this to disappear. Everybody is so kind and wonderful and I'm so glad I put my story out. I have not felt this good in a while. Thank you everybody for the kind and encouraging words, and for giving me small pieces of advice. And thank you all for making me feel like I'm doing okay right now. I feel like I got a load off my chest and this is giving me some closure with what happened. Thank you!! I have so much love right now I'm gonna explode in happy tears!

This is my first post

I'm just clearing out my phone to make space for more memes

All of these have been stolen

I think I messed up the format

But I don't mind that too much

Sometimes I like to read these when someone has a good story

Maybe mine will be good too

In February of 2019 I moved in with my girlfriend and her best friend

Said best friend became my best friend we got along so well

I started imagining my life with her in it forever, we were so close

We lived in an awful apartment complex, so we had some awful issues

The kitchen sink flooded for almost three hours before they even got the plumber out

They didn't even fix it

They just put a fan under the soaked carpet for three days

Of course it led to mold but no one cared

Then the bathroom upstairs flooded and they wouldn't do anything about it

So we decided to move across the hall

Now we had no hot water

I was also being charged for my service dog

I had a meeting with both roommates and we agreed to not pay rent until hot water was fixed

Took them 31 day, with lots of written notice

Then they refused money and started eviction

Best friend finally told her parents what was going on

She decided everything was my fault

I had a case with lots of evidence set up to fight this

She packed up and turned in her keys

She also told everybody that I stole $1200 from her and getting evicted was 100% my fault

Now our mutual friends are treating me a little colder

Girlfriend and I had broken up a couple months earlier, so we weren't gonna get a place together

Now I'm with my wonderful parents looking for someplace that will take me

I had panicked and left the apartment instead of fighting

I regret it everyday

And autumn is normally the time of year that I'm happiest

Now my depression is back and I've been suicidal on top of my schizophrenic hallucinations are worse than ever

I feel like I've been accused of raping someone and it feels awful

The only thing keeping me alive is my service dog

Every time I have a dark thought I think about how miserable he would be without me

It's not healthy but it's something

I just wanna get back to the point where I would be okay without him

For now at least he's my reason to live

I'm glad he's in my life

Thanks for reading if you've been reading

I hope your day is a pleasant one

And I hope someone does something really nice and unexpected for you

Life is too hard

Thanks again for reading

Dog tax of my service dog

His name is Ricky