MadamPuddifoot
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Got diagnosed with bipolar disorder recently, psychiatrist recommended a psychologist who specializes in BPD/Autism/ADHD (all of which I have). Because I live in america, the parent company of his, which does all his billing, doesn't take my insurance. But he personally takes my insurance. I can't afford therapy out of pocket, but he said he would work with me because of the recommendation from my psychiatrist.
Last I texted with him he said appointment today the 15th at 10:00 a.m.. I texted him at 10:05 making sure I was in the right place, no answer but I know I'm in the right place because his name is on the sign on the door. Cut to 10:15, no answer, and now I'm making this post.
If this isn't a goddamn sign that I am Beyond help, I don't know what the fuck is. All I know, is I'm sick of trying only to run into a brick fucking wall face first at full speed.
I expected to cry today, but not for this reason. I was so looking forward to finally getting some help. I was on such a high, excited to have a fresh start. And now I can't stop crying.
mikeymikec
What does Building 1400 want with a parking space? https://imgur.com/6iwitqn
Ididntcomehereforthis
I hope you get what you need friend. I know the struggle well. I've been undiagnosed BPD (it's VERY hereditary) my whole life and have always been priced out of therapy. I ended up in Al-Anon rooms due to my ex being an alcoholic, and that really helped. Essentially a free place of group therapy. Look around for non-standard, low/no-cost therapy's or groups in your area. Help may be in your community saving you a seat to at least make it through the day.
dasAchteck
if you're working, check to see if you have EAP services through them. it can usually get a few free visits with someone and even on relatively short notice.
dzimpataki
Dont let life get you down. You are deserving of getting help and will. Sometimes life just suc*s and people are sh*t, but dont let that be a thing that makes your loose faith in yourself. Be awesome regardless of what ever is happening in your life and people that surround you will flock around you to help and comfort you in time of need.
Cute dogo Tax to lift your spirits
2B4UALL
There is an “s” missing in building
Ididntcomehereforthis
It's one building Brent...
CaptainOzz
The RSD hits hardest when people tell you they're going to be there. I can only offer my empathy and understanding as always. I'm sorry, it sucks. <3
BanditKablooie
He might have had some kind of family or patient emergency arise. I'm hopeful he'll reach out with an explanation.
MadamPuddifoot
He did. He fucked up the date.
KellyCrazyCatLadyinTraining
Oh no! I’m so sorry! At least you know he’s human. That’s actually better than many other scenarios, TBF. *hugs*