6671 pts ยท May 1, 2015
I am currently at an 8. Today for the hell of it I looked up suicide pills on Google and amazon shopping. I wasn't expecting anything of course. I've been in physical pain for a month and a half straight and emotional pain for much longer. No one takes me seriously and I am everyone's punching bag. I feel weak and helpless in every aspect of life. Everything is an insurmountable challenge. I just want it all to end.
My guild posted a log-in message yesterday along the lines of "Happy Mothers Day to all mothers, thank you for your service to the human race." All I could do is roll my eyes. To hell with *that*, many mothers are a joke and are in fact a detriment.
I feel the warm, liquid healing goodness of God's genuine cold-filtered grace.
and fucked it up so badly that it died. I honestly am not seeing much hope and honestly think about ending it daily.
Been depressed and jobless for the last 15 years, in my 40s now. My joke of a resume was lost when I foolishly tried to upgrade my computer.
I'll do you guys one better. I'll actively shoplift from Hobby Lobby.
I accidentally ate a cherry tomato exactly like he did just yesterday. Made a mess on my shirt. I totally understand that scene now. XD
Didn't know what to make of that so I left. If anyone can explain what the deal was there I'd be interested, it just made me anxious.
I had joined that sub recently but then suddenly started getting posts from places like r/JordanPeterson and other right-wing places...
He's not going to die until we find and destroy his phylactery.
Elune be praised!
E-sports mentality of performing perfectly and speedily, the worship of logs and scores by the community just makes me feel left behind.
Almost 40 and my favorite game (WoW) seems to be drifting further and further from me every expansion. Increasing complexity and the...
I've just started seeing some doctors at a real mental health center. Feeling hopeful for the first time in 10 years of utter hopelessness.
They harden in response to physical trauma!
I wish I could give them money but I haven't had any in 10 years.
Yeah, nope. If there was one good thing to come out of the pandemic, it let us all know who the shitty people were to cut out of our lives.
Since when did Republicans care about law and order?
That guy should never have to pay for a beer ever again. xD
I'm pretty lazy, but that's why I vote by mail. :)
r/ENLIGHTENEDCENTRISM
Oh look it's the Senate!
I'm with you there. Still mask and don't go out much. Doing my best to not get covid. I don't want it and it sucks that folks don't care.
It's difficult to be generous when you have nothing to share.
Tax the churches. Tax the ever-living fuck out of them. Tax them till they can't be taxed no more then tax them some more.
I am currently at an 8. Today for the hell of it I looked up suicide pills on Google and amazon shopping. I wasn't expecting anything of course. I've been in physical pain for a month and a half straight and emotional pain for much longer. No one takes me seriously and I am everyone's punching bag. I feel weak and helpless in every aspect of life. Everything is an insurmountable challenge. I just want it all to end.
My guild posted a log-in message yesterday along the lines of "Happy Mothers Day to all mothers, thank you for your service to the human race." All I could do is roll my eyes. To hell with *that*, many mothers are a joke and are in fact a detriment.
I feel the warm, liquid healing goodness of God's genuine cold-filtered grace.
and fucked it up so badly that it died. I honestly am not seeing much hope and honestly think about ending it daily.
Been depressed and jobless for the last 15 years, in my 40s now. My joke of a resume was lost when I foolishly tried to upgrade my computer.
I'll do you guys one better. I'll actively shoplift from Hobby Lobby.
I accidentally ate a cherry tomato exactly like he did just yesterday. Made a mess on my shirt. I totally understand that scene now. XD
Didn't know what to make of that so I left. If anyone can explain what the deal was there I'd be interested, it just made me anxious.
I had joined that sub recently but then suddenly started getting posts from places like r/JordanPeterson and other right-wing places...
He's not going to die until we find and destroy his phylactery.
Elune be praised!
E-sports mentality of performing perfectly and speedily, the worship of logs and scores by the community just makes me feel left behind.
Almost 40 and my favorite game (WoW) seems to be drifting further and further from me every expansion. Increasing complexity and the...
I've just started seeing some doctors at a real mental health center. Feeling hopeful for the first time in 10 years of utter hopelessness.
They harden in response to physical trauma!
I wish I could give them money but I haven't had any in 10 years.
Yeah, nope. If there was one good thing to come out of the pandemic, it let us all know who the shitty people were to cut out of our lives.
Since when did Republicans care about law and order?
That guy should never have to pay for a beer ever again. xD
I'm pretty lazy, but that's why I vote by mail. :)
r/ENLIGHTENEDCENTRISM
Oh look it's the Senate!
I'm with you there. Still mask and don't go out much. Doing my best to not get covid. I don't want it and it sucks that folks don't care.
It's difficult to be generous when you have nothing to share.
Tax the churches. Tax the ever-living fuck out of them. Tax them till they can't be taxed no more then tax them some more.