17909 pts · July 23, 2013
Systems Engineer for the largest domain/hosting company. One day, I'll actually know something about something.. One day....
You've done good internet stranger. I know it's hard, very hard to come to grips with your addiction. You are not your addiction, you will find your place and you will find your friends again. The dark only hangs on until the light is bright enough to overtake it. Much love internet stranger, keep doin your best and even if you slide, know you're still at least striving to be a better you.
No, it was the fault of a pedo and a alcoholics fault. Amazing how 2 people can fuck it up for everyone. It's like a group project that I'd like to be in a different group for.
He can get rid of the deficit just by thinking about it, he just.. doesn't know how to think so it's still there
Don't roast the whole bowl for 1 hit, you savage (unless it's a 1 hit snap bowl, but wtf owns those?!). You know you can just light the sides around the bowl first so that more than 1 person can hit a greens..
Lies! Everyone knows he’s M. Night Shamala
Everything reminds me of her...
Hey, I also have a Tank :D. Though mine in Sept hit 10yrs old.
Hopefully it's with a rusty shovel.
Calculus is math with a philosophy degree and wants EVERYONE to know it.
Oy mate, you can’t park there.
My mom was the oldest of 5. She and her mom taught CONSTANTLY. You know what she wanted at the end? To make up with them. I get to live with the bitterness they didn’t even want to see their daughter dying. But at least SNE made up with them at the end.
I wish you and her the absolute best and I’m pulling for both of you. Don’t forget to hug and kiss her as much as you can. And be there for whatever she needs. You’ll remember that most. My sis before she passed called me UberEats driver 4142 because that’s how old we were when we started doing it. My mom asked for the same driver. It felt good.
I don’t think you can ever be “ready” but do tell them how you feel about them as often as you can. When you can’t, the hole that’s left is immense
Should see one from me if it's working like it should.
My bad, I guess I'm still a lil touchy. I apologize for misreading your message. I'll own that one :)
Thank you very much for that. My dad is on auto pilot right now. I'm terribly worried about when autopilot switches off. His brother lost his wife to cancer and a year later took his own life. My mom made my dad promise he wouldn't do the same thing as his brother because I'm still here. That is what my dad is holding on to, and what I'm holding on to as well. I don't want to be an orphan in this life, my big sis is supposed to be here and tell me how to do all this, but she's gone to..
As non creepy as possible, hugs from an internet stranger.
Dad is around and survived his own cancer issue. He’s been cancer free since ‘14. Dad and mom were going to celebrate 50years of marriage on Dec 13th. Just a couple months off. He said he made a good run at it. He’s probably more broken than I am right now. But I promised my mom I’d be here for him. And I will be.
My sister fought her cancer for a long time. I hoped mom would have as much time. But then time slipped away and one minute her and the next not. Time moved to fast. It was over before I could catch up. Now I feel like I’m running still trying to catch her,to see her but I know she’s gone already. I don’t know how to explain it.
Every day we drudge towards that it feels like
She told me no crying in the hospital. I told her I promise NOTHING! And I’m glad I didn’t have to break that problem. I can’t stop crying right now. Like more than I ever have for anything in my life…
You’re seen, you’re felt, you’re acknowledged, you’re loved by another random internet stranger that fully understands what you’re going through and experiencing.
I wear this new scar proudly, though at the moment it bleeds profusely and with naught a sign of stopping.
She’s with my sister now. Thinking up ways to get back at me and Dad for being the ones left. That’s my belief and I’m holding onto it
Wiser works were rarely ever spoken. Your mom and mine would have gotten along and been great friends as they sound similar passions, drive, and love.
Hug her tight, and always remember even when mad, tell her how much you love her. One day those memories will what she has left to carry. I know my mom loved me with her whole heart, and I know she knew how much I loved her, but gods what I wouldn’t give to tell her or hear her tell me one more time…
You've done good internet stranger. I know it's hard, very hard to come to grips with your addiction. You are not your addiction, you will find your place and you will find your friends again. The dark only hangs on until the light is bright enough to overtake it. Much love internet stranger, keep doin your best and even if you slide, know you're still at least striving to be a better you.
No, it was the fault of a pedo and a alcoholics fault. Amazing how 2 people can fuck it up for everyone. It's like a group project that I'd like to be in a different group for.
He can get rid of the deficit just by thinking about it, he just.. doesn't know how to think so it's still there
Don't roast the whole bowl for 1 hit, you savage (unless it's a 1 hit snap bowl, but wtf owns those?!). You know you can just light the sides around the bowl first so that more than 1 person can hit a greens..
Lies! Everyone knows he’s M. Night Shamala
Everything reminds me of her...
Hey, I also have a Tank :D. Though mine in Sept hit 10yrs old.
Hopefully it's with a rusty shovel.
Calculus is math with a philosophy degree and wants EVERYONE to know it.
Oy mate, you can’t park there.
My mom was the oldest of 5. She and her mom taught CONSTANTLY. You know what she wanted at the end? To make up with them. I get to live with the bitterness they didn’t even want to see their daughter dying. But at least SNE made up with them at the end.
I wish you and her the absolute best and I’m pulling for both of you. Don’t forget to hug and kiss her as much as you can. And be there for whatever she needs. You’ll remember that most. My sis before she passed called me UberEats driver 4142 because that’s how old we were when we started doing it. My mom asked for the same driver. It felt good.
I don’t think you can ever be “ready” but do tell them how you feel about them as often as you can. When you can’t, the hole that’s left is immense
Should see one from me if it's working like it should.
My bad, I guess I'm still a lil touchy. I apologize for misreading your message. I'll own that one :)
Thank you very much for that. My dad is on auto pilot right now. I'm terribly worried about when autopilot switches off. His brother lost his wife to cancer and a year later took his own life. My mom made my dad promise he wouldn't do the same thing as his brother because I'm still here. That is what my dad is holding on to, and what I'm holding on to as well. I don't want to be an orphan in this life, my big sis is supposed to be here and tell me how to do all this, but she's gone to..
As non creepy as possible, hugs from an internet stranger.
Dad is around and survived his own cancer issue. He’s been cancer free since ‘14. Dad and mom were going to celebrate 50years of marriage on Dec 13th. Just a couple months off. He said he made a good run at it. He’s probably more broken than I am right now. But I promised my mom I’d be here for him. And I will be.
My sister fought her cancer for a long time. I hoped mom would have as much time. But then time slipped away and one minute her and the next not. Time moved to fast. It was over before I could catch up. Now I feel like I’m running still trying to catch her,to see her but I know she’s gone already. I don’t know how to explain it.
Every day we drudge towards that it feels like
She told me no crying in the hospital. I told her I promise NOTHING! And I’m glad I didn’t have to break that problem. I can’t stop crying right now. Like more than I ever have for anything in my life…
You’re seen, you’re felt, you’re acknowledged, you’re loved by another random internet stranger that fully understands what you’re going through and experiencing.
I wear this new scar proudly, though at the moment it bleeds profusely and with naught a sign of stopping.
She’s with my sister now. Thinking up ways to get back at me and Dad for being the ones left. That’s my belief and I’m holding onto it
Wiser works were rarely ever spoken. Your mom and mine would have gotten along and been great friends as they sound similar passions, drive, and love.
Hug her tight, and always remember even when mad, tell her how much you love her. One day those memories will what she has left to carry. I know my mom loved me with her whole heart, and I know she knew how much I loved her, but gods what I wouldn’t give to tell her or hear her tell me one more time…